Final Vote for the winner of BB 10

feeds@yuku.com (MaineiacSera) — Thu, 08 May 2008 19:56:40 GMT

So who played the better game, really? Who deserves my vote? Did Jeremiah overcome all those strikes after all?
The answer to that is no. He didn't QUITE.
They both did play a great game, although I do not agree with Jay that Jeremiah 'controlled the game'. While he had a lot of power at the end, NO ONE controlled this entire game. To suggest so is silly. But no one played so much more of a significantly better game as to stand out as 'the definite deserving one'...

And this is not a vote. ;)

feeds@yuku.com (MaineiacSera) — Thu, 08 May 2008 18:55:14 GMT

This decision is hard. A lot harder than I thought it would be. I played this game with emotion. Maybe too much of it. But a month out of the game knocked
the anger out of me. Temporarily. I didn't want to even do jury statements, because I assumed Jeremiah would take the opportunity to argue with me, and
I didn't want to fight. I said I was reading the answers with an open mind. And I was. More or less. But I also knew that Ed was smart, and that Ed had to
have played...

This is not a jury speech.

feeds@yuku.com (MaineiacSera) — Wed, 07 May 2008 01:52:45 GMT

It's coming soon, honest!
*curls up in a chair in a remote corner of jury sequester*
It's so hard to think about what to say, with all these people around. I am stuck, and I am hoping that confessionals - which helped me sort out my thoughts in the game - will have the same effect here, in helping me know what I want to say for my jury speech.
I have been out of this game for a while now, and things are different. For one thing, I am calmer. I haven't read much of...

The wrap-up

feeds@yuku.com (MaineiacSera) — Sun, 06 Apr 2008 20:29:12 GMT

This type of game is such a strange experience. You put so much into character and the game is so long, that after 66 days it seems really weird to not be in the game; to not sign on; to not talk to these people; to not be a part of it all. It's oddly surreal.
But since I did tend to ramble here - usually when upset - I wanted to do this wrap-up, with my real thoughts on those left, and clear up some other things, too. For those who don't have the patience and energy to go...

eviction speech

feeds@yuku.com (MaineiacSera) — Thu, 03 Apr 2008 19:27:15 GMT

Day 66

To say I'm surprised would be a lie. The writing has been on the wall this whole round that I was on thin ice.
I promised myself I'd not be bitter and immature like some people choose to be. At the same time it's a bit hard to go out like this.
There have been a lot of misconceptions the past few weeks. Some people apparently view me as the villain who lies a lot and has no social skill. And...

Accusation(s)

feeds@yuku.com (Gold Thai) — Tue, 01 Apr 2008 20:05:15 GMT

You have a total of four accusations against you. I won't proceed with nomination results until you decide to activate your reversal or not.

HOH #9 - Wordy

feeds@yuku.com (MaineiacSera) — Sun, 30 Mar 2008 19:51:00 GMT

The words are:
1) NAUGHT 6 x 6
2) MASHED 6 x 6
3) COMPEL 6 x 6
4) JOUST 5 x 5 (or if CASHED can be used from the same letters as mashed with the c at the top of it then replace this with that for 6 x 6. I wasn't entirely sure if it could since so many of the same letters were to be reused and also because it would be a mess to circle and be able to tell what was being circled.)
5) ROAST 5 x 5

The evidence:

this predicament - week 9

feeds@yuku.com (MaineiacSera) — Fri, 28 Mar 2008 17:34:59 GMT

Day 59
At the end of the day... the most damaging about any of all I went through last night, the thing that may bite me is that Kerrick and Josh know who I am.
And that can ruin me. I have an accusation eraser. I won't use it til I get at least 2. And that may come when Kitty comes into the house this week. But,
at that point I am not sure what I can do. There will be three more that will be left to that side to accuse me at will. And if I wipe them out too early,
I...

HOH #8 - The Circle

feeds@yuku.com (MaineiacSera) — Sun, 23 Mar 2008 01:19:42 GMT

1) Wendy
2) Omar
3) Lena
4) Dominic
5) Fantine
6) Martin
7) Ed
8) Jay
9) Sera

house of cards (round 8)

feeds@yuku.com (MaineiacSera) — Fri, 21 Mar 2008 14:30:51 GMT

Day 52
Cecily apparently got her computer access back about half an hour after results. Maybe it was for the best. I wondered all day if she would come back and it would have just totally been a mess if she had cause I really did feel close to Ed at that point and I didn't -really- want her to leave. I didn't want Kitty to 'get her way' even after leaving the house. So it made things a lot easier for me and for voting, but at the same time that must really suck to get...

HOH Clue

feeds@yuku.com (Gold Thai) — Fri, 21 Mar 2008 11:46:22 GMT

Jay is to your left. Dominic is behind Door #4.

Your clue has been edited, I apologize for any confusion.

a bit lost and nearly alone (round 6)

feeds@yuku.com (MaineiacSera) — Fri, 14 Mar 2008 05:01:52 GMT

I have possibly never been so mad in my entire time in org. I mean... unless you count 4 hours ago when I was madder. I'm capable of functioning thought and full sentences now. So there's that.
You know... Omar Dominic and I could have really been one hell of a team. We really could have.
I don't know what pushes people to do things like this. I don't. I mean I'm not stupid. It's an org. You lie you betray and have a nice day. But in games... aren't there...

HOH #6 - Unload

feeds@yuku.com (MaineiacSera) — Sun, 09 Mar 2008 19:01:17 GMT

01 - I love how nobody ever does what I want. LENA
02 - So I look like the victim and then people might want to go after bigger threats. FANTINE
03 - The paranoid control freak bitch is going to win now. SERA
04 - From what I've gathered the game is turning into a war between two sides. HERO
05 - The girls are scared and want ***** out this round. MARTIN
06 - I'm not going to lie, ***** was PISSED OFF that ***** got nominated. JAY
07 - THESE PEOPLE ARE...

harder to breath (round 6)

feeds@yuku.com (MaineiacSera) — Fri, 07 Mar 2008 16:42:18 GMT

Day 38
First of all I don't like my new placement on the leaderboard. On the bottom? :( I liked being top center. It was a good spot for me. Being on the the bottom is lame. People have to scroll down to see me. Hmph. The unfortunate looking people should be on the bottom not Omar and I.
This is a neat challenge even if it too can be arranged to a certain extent. Especially since you can lie about which one's are yours. Of course that has to be done carefully too cause if...

HOH #5 - Dim

feeds@yuku.com (MaineiacSera) — Sat, 01 Mar 2008 17:52:30 GMT

like a whipped puppy (round 5)

feeds@yuku.com (MaineiacSera) — Fri, 29 Feb 2008 17:52:41 GMT

Day 31
That's about how I feel ... like a whipped puppy
I am thinking of making it a vow not to post any more strategy confessionals after this. Then when it all blows up in your face all you looked for 4 weeks is kind of stupid. I am definitely not going to be viewed kindly after this regardless of the outcome or how far I get. I've really honestly never been in this exact position before.
I lost a lot yesterday. Even if I didn't truly lose any serious allies....

HOH #4 - Cash Out

feeds@yuku.com (MaineiacSera) — Sun, 24 Feb 2008 18:31:40 GMT

Round 1: $5000
Round 2: $10,000
Round 3: $25,000
Round 4: $50,000

If I win... I won't. lol But to place mark my thoughts since I really did want this person to go....

I feel like you don't bother with me and I bore you. I feel like you and I will never talk strategy and that means you are not on my side. I feel like you went around last night trying to scramble and desperately get people on your side and try to suggest a revolt with the less popular...

hurry up and wait - round 4 confessionals

feeds@yuku.com (MaineiacSera) — Sat, 23 Feb 2008 19:38:43 GMT

Paranoia running rampant
Day 25
And people worry about my paranoia level. Honestly. Kitty and Fantine are awful about that.
Every tiny little thing freaks Kitty out. Hell Kitty was freaked out long before she had any reason to be. She asked me if she was in danger round one. And every round since. And every time something comes up. She got a bbmail of a dead cat. Is it bad that I laughed? I couldn't resist then adding my two cents to...

accusations

feeds@yuku.com (MaineiacSera) — Fri, 22 Feb 2008 00:02:20 GMT

I accuse Kitty of being Josh (wasityou72).

as tame as we can hope for (week 2 format decision)

feeds@yuku.com (MaineiacSera) — Fri, 15 Feb 2008 19:11:16 GMT

This week - having promised everyone that survived the bloodbath something a -little- bit less stressful - I have chosen #10.
The HOH will grant immunity to two Housemates, the nominees decided by the House. Points will be reversed this week and the two or more Housemates
with the fewest points will face eviction. The HOH can also distribute 10 bonus points
~Sera